This poem is about me having to struggle to tell people about the greatest light that i've seen in my entire life, and sharing it with all the people I love.
This past summer I have brought Jesus into my life.
I would say I have found Jesus, but the fact is, that he was always there I just wasn't looking for him. Now I see a whole different spectrum on life and why i'm here and what i'm called to do. Every christian is called to spread the great news of what they have found. But me until now I didn't try my hardest. I talked to derek many times about god. And how i wished he'd accept Jesus. And always he would seem confused and try to change the subject and I would just let it go and avoid embarassment. Up until today I did not know if derek was in heaven or not. This recent evidence shows that he is there. But I have been scared because I know if I would have tried my hardest I would have known for sure because he would have been saved with me. And that nearly ate me alive. But right before I was consumed I heard this news. I now i know I must tell everyone. This loss of my dearest friend now has a higher meaning than I will ever understand. But I know that if your a christian. And your reading this. DO NOT let a day go by where you dont tell someone. And if you don't feel the need to tell someone about jesus. Then you don't know who he is because he is the greatest emotion I have ever felt and the greatest change in my life I have ever made. I feel as if Derek has spoken to me. And he has told me to tell the world for where he is. Is truely a great place.

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